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12 April 2010 @ 01:19 pm
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SOOOOO, some pretty massive tmi ahead. Just a warning!



I turned in my V card last night. I popped my cherry...I *insert other euphemism for the losing of virginity*. After a week and a half of dating...oh man, does that make me easy? Idk, I just...think that this is going somewhere with Bull!guy, and I'm not freaking out about it or anything. I know, I know, a week and a half of dating isn't a lot, but IDK. It felt right.

AND, it didn't hurt. Which I thought was weird! I mean, isn't it supposed to hurt your first time? There was blood, but no pain. Not complaining, just curious. Heh. I mean, I was on top at first(omgomg) and he's like 'So, how's it feel to have 7 inches of cock inside you?' and I was like 'It's pretty fucking awesome. Also, UNNNNFFFF.' AND, apparently, I'm pretty good at giving head. Lololol. Thank you, fan fiction and internet porn! Heeee, he was all 'Are you sure this is your first time?' and I was like 'Yeah, I'd never kissed a guy before, but I gave blow jobs ALL the time.' 'cause I get snarky during sex, apparently. O_O

BRB, reading sex tips from all major magazines now. I mean, holy shit. I could almost get all of him in my mouth. He was like 'Fuck, you've got, like, half an inch left. No ones ever gotten this much of me in their mouth.' and I was all *mental fist pump* and then tried to get all of him without gagging. NO DICE. Goddamn.

He didn't get me to orgasm, but I didn't even care. I felt so good, and I loved how I was making him feel, I didn't even need to come. I came really close a few times, but I guess I'll just need practice. Hehehe. He asked if I came, and I said no, he was like 'What?!' 'cause I get pretty wet when turned on...*cough* and I was like 'Dude, don't worry. Sometimes I have a hard time coming when I try.' I really loved feeling him around me and in me and...holy crap. It's just all so new and aldkjkljfakljdlkjfalkjd. O_O

To sum up...OMG.
 
 
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the kid with the bullet soul: (TW) Barrowman thumbs up!exsequar on April 12th, 2010 07:33 pm (UTC)
Wowwwwwww. I'll just be over here chinhandsing in both delight and jealousy, cause OMG!

YOU GO GIRL!!! Seriously! This is awesome and I love how GOOD this is for you! You're not easy, you know what you want and I think that's fantastic. It sounds like he cares about you a lot and if it feels right then it IS right. YAY.

This is kind of making me think I made the right decision in breaking up with the guy I was seeing recently. He was just as inexperience as I am sexually and it just made for awkwardness. I'd love to have a guy who knows what he's doing. Also I just wasn't super attracted to him so it... wasn't working out. I've wondered a lot if I made a bad decision, but hearing stories like this? THIS is how I want my first experiences to go. Seriously, so awesome.

So uh I almost had sex one time (not with the guy I was just talking about - a one night stand in Dublin, HAHA, um *shameface*) and it hurt so much I made him stop. Sooo I guess you're just lucky? Don't look a gift horse in the mouth dude, just roll with it! \o/

I reiterate - OMG. Totally living vicariously through you here!
Actually, it's MISS Chanandler Bong: [SOUTHLAND]Cooper smilehuzzahjess1 on April 13th, 2010 06:28 pm (UTC)
OMGOMGOMG, I know right?! *flails*

Yeah, it definitely took some pressure off of me, 'cause he knew what he was doing, and I was just like 'Tell me what to do!' and enjoyed the...ride. *epic facepalm* It would be awkward having sex with someone I didn't find attractive, so I don't blame you! I'd be all '...Let's just cuddle, instead.'

Dude, an Irish one night stand is totally acceptable. It's, like, written somewhere. I mean, IRISH GUY. Oh, I'm so happy it didn't hurt, like, holy crap. At first I was all '...???This doesn't hurt!...Why doesn't it hurt?!' but got over that pretty fast, 'cause, well, it was good. Heh.

HAHAHAHA! I'm still kind of in 'IS THIS REAL LIFE?' mode! So please, fill free to live vicariously through me, because it's so surreal! XD