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03 May 2010 @ 07:43 pm

So much angst in my life, yo. Lol, jk. Not angst, more like " oh my fucking god, why did he turn out to be a douche?!". He was so gorgeous. Blond hair, blue eyes, marine, reminded me of awesome not!gay John Cooper...and suddenly he's just not interested in me anymore. Like...WTF.

I keep analyzing everything and try to pinpoint when he lost interest...but all I can think is that after we slept together. Which is so fucking typical, I could puke. I mean, ughhh.

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Spamster: Hug!cashewdani on May 4th, 2010 01:05 am (UTC)
Ugh, sweetie, I'm sorry =( It is the worst, the absolute worst to have to go through this. But you will come out stronger and more awesome and maybe even praising his shittiness for helping you grow.
Actually, it's MISS Chanandler Bonghuzzahjess1 on May 5th, 2010 07:11 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I keep telling myself that. So does my family. Heh. I guess it's just recent enough that I really don't want to think about that, I just want to go back in time and stop him from being a douche and/or stop myself from going out with him.
the kid with the bullet soul: Farscape Aeryn face like this?exsequar on May 4th, 2010 05:35 am (UTC)
Ugh, that's AWFUL! I'm so sorry! What a total and utter douche, preying on you like that! D: D: D: It breaks my heart, thinking of how excited and happy you were, only for it to come to this. Why do men suck so much. DDD:
Actually, it's MISS Chanandler Bonghuzzahjess1 on May 5th, 2010 07:15 pm (UTC)
I guess this is just one of those things that every girl goes through. There's always gonna be a guy that comes along and metaphorically sucker punch you.

Ugh. What makes it worse is that I'm such an analytical person, so I want to call him and be like 'Okay, so. Tell me what I did wrong so I can not do it in the future.' Was I too clingy? Was I too naggy? Was I too this or that, you know?

I just really liked him, is all.