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03 May 2010 @ 07:43 pm

So much angst in my life, yo. Lol, jk. Not angst, more like " oh my fucking god, why did he turn out to be a douche?!". He was so gorgeous. Blond hair, blue eyes, marine, reminded me of awesome not!gay John Cooper...and suddenly he's just not interested in me anymore. Like...WTF.

I keep analyzing everything and try to pinpoint when he lost interest...but all I can think is that after we slept together. Which is so fucking typical, I could puke. I mean, ughhh.

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Actually, it's MISS Chanandler Bonghuzzahjess1 on May 5th, 2010 07:11 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I keep telling myself that. So does my family. Heh. I guess it's just recent enough that I really don't want to think about that, I just want to go back in time and stop him from being a douche and/or stop myself from going out with him.
the kid with the bullet soul: Farscape Aeryn face like this?exsequar on May 4th, 2010 05:35 am (UTC)
Ugh, that's AWFUL! I'm so sorry! What a total and utter douche, preying on you like that! D: D: D: It breaks my heart, thinking of how excited and happy you were, only for it to come to this. Why do men suck so much. DDD:
Actually, it's MISS Chanandler Bonghuzzahjess1 on May 5th, 2010 07:15 pm (UTC)
I guess this is just one of those things that every girl goes through. There's always gonna be a guy that comes along and metaphorically sucker punch you.

Ugh. What makes it worse is that I'm such an analytical person, so I want to call him and be like 'Okay, so. Tell me what I did wrong so I can not do it in the future.' Was I too clingy? Was I too naggy? Was I too this or that, you know?

I just really liked him, is all.